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Fleeing Sudan, praying that both mother and baby will live

A woman and her months-old baby rest outside a CARE-supported clinic in Chad.

Miriam, 22, and her son, Mustafa, fled from Sudan with their family after violence broke out in her village in Darfur. All Photos: Sarah Easter/CARE

Miriam, 22, and her son, Mustafa, fled from Sudan with their family after violence broke out in her village in Darfur. All Photos: Sarah Easter/CARE

Under the blistering sun, Mariam cradles her fussing 15-month-old son, Mustafa. They sit together on a thin tarp outside a bustling health center in Chad, about 3 miles from the Sudanese border. Miriam’s exhausted gaze flits between her child and her husband, who lies seriously injured beneath a small roof nearby.

He was shot in the hip when violence tore through their village in Darfur. For Mariam, 22, this health center is both a sanctuary and a painful reminder of all she’s lost.

Her peaceful life was shattered when her village in Sudan was attacked. Amid the chaos of gunfire, her husband was struck by a bullet. With no time to grieve or prepare, Mariam gathered her family—her injured husband, their infant son, and her mother-in-law—and fled on horseback. The journey to Chad took two long, terrifying days, all while Miriam feared they might be attacked again.

Now, at the health center, the family faces an uncertain future. “I do not know where to go from here,” Miriam says, her voice heavy with despair. “We have lost everything.”

The health center, supported by CARE with funding from the European Union, is bursting at the seams. Each day, more refugees arrive, often with injuries or urgent medical needs. Since September 2024, the center has seen an average of four new arrivals every day. Before that, the clinic usually received only two new arrivals every week. There’s no room to for the floods of refugees seeking help, so Mariam, her baby, and her mother-in-law sleep outside, exposed to the elements. Because he is in critical condition, Mariam’s husband is one of the fortunate few to have a bed and a mosquito net.

Supplies are running dangerously low. CARE provided medicines like antibiotics and malaria treatments, as well as birthing equipment, is almost gone.

A woman in pink scrubs holds a bottle of hand sanitizer and looks at the supplies in a CARE-supported clinic in Chad.
Neloumta, 38, works as a midwife supported by CARE. She often has to improvise to provide what care she can for the mothers and babies she’s responsible for.

No room for the injured or sick

Amid this chaos stands Neloumta, a 38-year-old midwife supported by CARE. Her hands are often the first to touch new life in this dire setting. But the challenges she faces are immense.

“Sometimes I have to deliver several babies at the same time,” she says. “One time, there were four deliveries all at once. I only have two beds, so I had two women on the beds, one in a chair, and one on the floor under the table.”

When supplies run out, Neloumta needs to improvise.

“I have some gloves and one plastic sheet. I clean them with disinfectants when I can,” she says. “I often have to ask the pregnant women’s husbands to bring me water, gloves, or medicine, but many can’t afford these things. Sometimes, I simply deliver and pray there is no infection. I just have to hope that both mother and baby survive.”

Despite these challenges, Neloumta works tirelessly. Her days are long, stretching from early morning into the dead of night.

“I work all the time,” she tells us with a weary smile. “When I sleep, I get called back for deliveries. Last night, I was called twice. The first baby came in 42 minutes without complications, and the second took 53 minutes. Both,” she says with pride, “are healthy.”

A smiling healthcare worker in pink scrubs at a CARE-supported clinic in Chad.
Neloumta is proud of the care she’s able to provide to the mothers who seek safety at her clinic.

A fight to save lives

Even though she’s exhausted, Neloumta’s passion for her work remains unshaken.

“I am not tired. I love my job. I am the first contact for a new human coming into this world,” she says.

Still, the workload is overwhelming. Often, she has to choose between cooking herself a meal or getting an extra hour of sleep.

The need for help here is staggering. There are an estimated 350,000 pregnant women displaced in Sudan. As of November, 2024, nearly 86,000 of them were expected to give birth in the next 90 days. Without proper care, many of those women and babies won’t survive.

For Mariam, her family, and countless others like them, survival depends on this health center, but its resources are already stretched beyond their limit. Still, the resilience of people like Neloumta shines through, offering hope when it feels like there’s none left.

Amidst the bustle outside, Mariam holds Mustafa close. The weight of her uncertainty is palpable. But even here, on a tarp under an unforgiving sky, she clings to the fragile hope that somehow, they will find a way forward.

Two women stand side by side in front of mosquito-netted beds at a CARE-sponsored clinic in Chad.
At a CARE-sponsored clinic in Chad, nurse Neloumta works tirelessly to deliver what care she can to mothers like Miriam who have fled violence in Darfur.

“The situation is getting worse,” Neloumta says, looking at the crowds around her inside the clinic. “We are still here trying to save lives, but if we do not get the support we need, mothers and babies will die. We need to make sure this does not happen.”

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